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Hi, nice people. I'm officially done here. I think.. You can find me there though. So, farewell here.. and I'll see you there. =)Mood:  sad |
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Some people really do bring out the worst in people. I must say.. I hate these people. I fucking hate them. I really do. Not only are they experts at bring out the worst, they are also experts at injecting their own degenerated fucked-up life into others and turn them into an irreversible cancer. Slowly and unnoticeably you become one of them. Mentally twisted. And, rotten to the bone. I haven't turned an argument into a complete name-calling showdown for quite awhile.. I don't think I'd do that even if I got into a fight at this age. But I just called someone a dick-face shithead.. With a sprinkle of go-to-hells and eat-shits. Very civilized I must say. You know something is dead if it stops thinking, growing and reacting. It becomes cold, emotionless, and detached from life. You know it's dead because it's filled with sorrow and hatred. If death does not roam, how must rebirth metamorphose?Mood:  angry |
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If you've moved on to FireFox, you'd know that, unlike Internet Explorer, the cache folder in FireFox is a bit messy for the human eyes. Here is a quick demo on how to save almost any media files on a web page using FireFox. Enjoy.Mood:  bored |
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I declare this the next best thing for the computer industry. This is one of those moment when I go "duh! Damn, why didn't I think of that?!" With mouse and touchpad invented for so long, you'd think people would have invented technology like this years ago. Yet here we are pointing and clicking our way through a half-ass designed GUI.. You really have to take a look at the demo to really understand what I mean. It makes me wanna laugh out loud when I think about how Bill Gates is trying desperately to push the TabletPC down our throat. A pen, digital or not, is still an external input device used by the hand. Why don't we cut the middleman crap and go direct to the source (er... i.e. your hands)?! It's so simple it's almost stupid! Imagine being able to resize a screen window simply by holding onto its four corners and stretch them out with your fingers.. God, this input device should have been a standard by now! I know you're probably thinking about Minority Report and using the 3rd dimension as an input and all. But the bottom line is that kind of input device will never catch on simply because it's not ergonomic. Who the hell wanna do kung fu punch to just get a window to move? It's stupid. If that happens, all the nerds will become jocks in a year. And you know that'd never happen.. I hope.. haha. Now with all of this, you might wonder what are my thoughts on the future of human-computer interface.. well, although a brain to computer interface would be nice.. but at this rate, an extra pair of hands wouldn't be so bad either... ;)Mood:  amused |
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葡萄成熟時
詞：黃偉文
差不多冬至 一早一晚還是有雨
當初的堅持 現已令你很懷疑 很懷疑
你最尾等到 只有這枯枝
苦戀幾多次 悉心栽種全力灌注
所得竟不如 別個後輩收成時
這一次 你真的很介意
＊但見旁人談情何引誘
問到何時葡萄先熟透
你要靜候 再靜候
就算失收 始終要守
日後 儘量別教今天的淚白流
留低 擊傷你的石頭 從錯誤裡吸收
也許 豐收 月份尚未到你也得接受
或者要到你將愛釀成醇酒
時機先至熟透＊
應該怎麼愛 可惜書裡從沒記載
終於摸出來 但歲月卻不回來 不回來
錯過了春天 可會再花開
一千種戀愛 一些需要情淚灌溉
枯萎的溫柔 在最後會長回來
錯的愛 乃必經的配菜
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想想天的一邊 亦有個某某 在等候
一心只等葡萄熟透 嚐杯酒
別讓 寂寞害你傷得一夜白頭
仍得不需要的自由 和最耀眼傷口
我知 日後 路上或沒有更美的邂逅
但當你智慧都蘊釀成紅酒 仍可一醉自救
誰都心酸過 那個沒有Mood:  full Music: 陳奕迅 - 葡萄成熟時 |
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I was once lost. I got quite confused I must say. But, I think I really get it this time. I kept on forgetting.. I kept on swinging.. It makes sense now. But, the funny thing is.. making sense doesn't mean a hell lot. Deadly to possess.. yet, vibrantly fading away... What irony it brings.. All of a sudden the solution becomes the problem. What now? What next? What of it? Did I mention I love driving around at night? The street is beautifully lit. There's nobody around but you and the street.. zooming through the fuzzy lines of lights.. without a goal... infused in the rhythm of the night.. no thoughts.. no desires.. just you.. alone.. driving.. When the engine finally stops.. you may ponder... "oh, I.. am home?"Mood: numb |
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Seriously? Respect baby.. respect...
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Kids
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Jun. 17th, 2005 @ 01:13 am
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I had a really strange dream couple nights ago.. I don't think I had felt such agony in quite awhile.. er.. especially when it was only a dream? I remember waking up and still wondering if it was real. And desperately hoping it wasn't.. Honestly, it scares me.. The fact that it carried so much fear and impact was very strange. Maybe it's because I never thought about it that way.. I should be happy. But, I really wasn't. I guess at the end of the day everyone's selfish to an extend. The stranger part was this wasn't new to me at all. I suppose I was still surprised that it'll come back and haunt me in a completely new way. I can see the same fear is still running deep in me. "Fear is a path to the dark side.." Indeed..Mood:  scared |
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Wings
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Jun. 9th, 2005 @ 06:38 am
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It's almost 6 in the morning. Again I'm just sitting here thinking.. I don't do much of these "early thoughts" anymore.. At least not as much as I used to. Sitting here a little annoyed as usual. All of a sudden I feel like running again. Why is this happening... Why do all good things must come to an end? Hell, why does anything have to end? I think I'm really used to it by now.. always hopping around.. looking for the my next settlement of yet another disposable heaven. I guess it is disposable for a reason, yea?
I really think depression is an essential part of life. It puts perspective in things. It locks us down. It makes us angry. It makes us focus. It makes us stop talking. It makes us think. It makes us act. It makes us a hell lot stronger.. I must say; I learn the most about life when I'm the most depressed. Happiness, on the other hand, brings nothing but neglect and overlooks. It is not until sadness roam do we regret, do we pay attention. Maybe I need to be away from it all again. I think I really need some times to think things through..Mood:  sleepy |
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I think I am in a very good situation right now. I am relaxed and I am happy.. But, how come it feels a bit weird? The pase is not quite right. What's wrong? Am I rushing it? I really wish I could finish on top for once. I don't want to climb another mountain... I don't want to find another answer... Today was the first time I got a taste of what it felt like to lose it. I didn't give much of a thought right there and then. I was scared. But, not that scared. I thought I saw peace momentary. I felt that nonexistence didn't seem all that important because at the moment, I was happy, I was at peace. I should be happy... right? It seems like things are coming to a full circle. They are not perfect. But, I think I've found what I was looking for. Anything more seems a bit too greedy. Maybe nothing can really be perfect. A glimpse of it is already worth plenty to a madman. It calms the ever-struggling soul. It made it happy.. maybe for one last time.Mood: ditzy Music: 我真的受傷了 |
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OK, catching on the Star Wars fancy here. This might be the greatest piece of advertising I've seen in a long time. It's also a great way to get a hold of the old Star Wars story line. Brings back tons of great memory! I give it 10 "Darth-tato!" Come see how cucumbers fight w/ potatos.Mood:  relaxed |
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Ooooooh Yea! The world's tallest roller coaster is now back in the US! It just opened in Six Flags Great Adventure, New Jersey. Check out this short movie! This is exactly what I"ve been waiting for! NO fancy spinning tricks. Just straight up 456-feet-128mph heartbounding actions! Relax and let gravity work its magic yo!Mood:  excited |
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This is crazy..
p.s. congradulations sis, for the last time I guess. You finally made it to the end. This ought to finish it off w/ a bang! yea? ;)Mood:  cheerful |
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So on my way home back to the bay. I was listening to the radio and this song popped up like 3 times on 3 different radio stations. After the thrid time they played the damn song I was totally feeling it. I guess it made my day... so to speak.. I don't know.. When you hear lyrics like this,
"Today was like one of those fly dreams
Didn't even see a berry flashing those high beams
No helicopter looking for a murder
Two in the morning got the fat burger
Even saw the lights of the Goodyear Blimp
And it read Ice Cube's a pimp
Drunk as hell but no throwing up
Half way home and my pager still blowing up
Today I didn't even have to use my A.K.
I got to say it was a good day."
how can you really complain that you had a suck-ass day? Haha, I doubt many of you would see it my way. But hey, what the hell, "today was a good day."Mood:  listless Music: Ice Cube - It Was a Good Day |
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So, I get a load of this at the end of a convo: not like u give a damn for anything that doesn't revolve around you anyway. Too bad I didn't get to respond. I really would like to point out that if you fucking give a damn, then why the fuck didn't you stay? Why the fuck did you complain? Why the fuck didn't you want to listen? Don't give me this bullshit attitude. Don't give me this double standard bullshit. Caring shit half-hearted is not fucking care.Mood:  pissed off |
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廢墟樂園
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May. 5th, 2005 @ 04:03 pm
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A place where once filled with joy and laughters of the children, now nothing but a lifeless ruin slowly washed away by time.. This is just too sad to look at.. And the saddest thing is it kind of resembles life.. sigh...Mood: sad |
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So, I woke up not in the afternoon for once. It's a good thing? I hope.. Let me ask a question. Do you think I'm angry..? Sometimes I have this sudden rage. I feel like burning down a village and punch a hole through the wall. Of course I know that'd break my fist, so I just sit there and steam myself to the melting point. I wonder why all the anger.. It probably has something to do with all those rap musics I've been listening to... Yea, must be those damn rap musics! Damn you rap music! (Fist to the Face) Haha.. Anyways, onto other news.. So, I've settled some feud and unsettled business last night, well, to some extend. I was pretty bumped out last night too. But I was pretty happy when I got the chance to straightened some of the things out.. So, thanks to the person that gave me that chance. I know she probably don't have to, but she did. And, I'm glad. So, thanks.. Damn, I feel like punching stuff again. Haha.. I tell ya, that rap music is definitely not for children.. Well, I think I'm gonna get back to my hay sack. It's gonna be a big day today. Very exciting, not. Haha. Peace out.Mood:  tired Music: Rap Music |
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Haha.. I just realize something rather contradicting.. Well, that's life. I hope this will eventually get somewhere some day. Haha.. It's just damn silly.. I guess until then, it is what it is, and I do what I do. After all there's still a long way to go and an uphill battle to fight. And here I am all thinking I know it all. Ha!Mood: drained |
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Ether
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May. 3rd, 2005 @ 08:49 pm
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I dreamt of the day he stopped running. Fucked up and walked away as if he don't care. Got shot as if he don't hurt. It don't matter 'cause he found ether, or so he thought. I dreamt of the day I pulled that trigger until he trembled no more. A blood bath to wash away his saneness, his confidence, his trust. I dreamt of the day the strongest spirit was broken. To pieces as if it never fucking existed. I opened my eyes. Smiled and calm, desert eagle 2.0 at hand... "So.. you finally got tired of running. It's time to end this," He said.
Life is never what you thought was, never what you expected to be. It's a one way street. You either chase or be chased, but never vice versa. But something is certain.. disappointment is eternal. And you always wake up at gun point.Mood:  disappointed |
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